On the first day of classes, I always look around the room and observe the various types of people that I will be collaborating with for the next couple of months. One of the things that I always seem to notice is that I’m usually the only woman of color in my classes. It’s very sad to say, but it’s also the truth. Being the only woman of color in many of my classes is particularly difficult for me, especially when it is time for participation. I often feel uncomfortable speaking in class, as I feel as though people look at me like what I’m saying doesn’t matter or is completely stupid. Although I feel this way, I do know that it isn’t true, as last semester many said that they appreciated and enjoyed my input. This semester, I want to step out of my comfort zone and speak more in class– whether it’s asking questions, playing devil’s advocate or stating my opinion. I would like to step away from the mindset that people aren’t listening when I talk. Once I do that, I’ll be more comfortable with participating and working with others in class.
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